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Gonzo

by Gonzo

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Bin Avoidin 04:06
Something's pressing on my brain stem Something I been ignoring And I really don't know how long until it surfaces But I know I don't wanna be there when it does Something's making me feel wounded Something I bin avoidin It's a paranoid dream I buried in my pillow Yeah I knew it would come back to haunt me in the end
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Evens out, it evens out Don't worry about All the little girls and little boys Are ready to be destroyed Don't think about, don't think about Forever, or I'll lose you Just let me be here, let me sleep here I'm tired and I need to rest
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Dream 01:42
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Do Doot 03:39
I am so lost for a thing to do Et je m'ennui, really feeling blue I'm havin' such trouble And I don't know why Been feelin' so troubled I wanna lay down and die Nothing to read, nothing on tv Nothing to think, I'm in misery Been havin' such trouble Oh it's such a pain Been feelin' so troubled I must be going insane It's clear I'm here to be at a loss I am listless, I'm all out of sauce Been feelin' so rotten Can't take it no more Been feelin' so rotten Feels like I been here before
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Don't 03:48
Don't have another cigarette-- don't. Don't do another line of that-- don't. Don't go home with someone you just met-- don't Don't-- although it may be easier, don't. Don't pour yourself another drink-- don't. Don't get so fucked up that you can't think-- don't. Don't stick your fingers down the kitchen sink-- don't. Don't destroy yourself out of boredom-- don't. Don't have another cigarette-- don't. Don't do another line of that-- don't. Don't go home with someone you just met-- don't Don't-- although you may be hurting, don't.
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Blue Beverly 09:09
Beverly's failing He's scared of everything Beverly's suffering And you can't do anything His heart is full of doubt Resolve is shaken And he don't like going out Makes him feel naked He says, "sometimes I feel so strange Everything's backwards, you see And everything I know soon will change Change is difficult for me Every now and then it hits me real, real hard Nothing in this world seems real And from the people around me I feel so far apart They say it's all in my head, but that's how I feel" Bev is beside himself Records left on the shelf Muffled in cakes of dust They make him feel too much Sittin' limp in the corner chair Looking so helpless Tend to him, he don't care Don't even notice He says he don't know what to do Nothing feels good anymore See, all he knows is how to be blue And how to lie still on the floor Every now and then it hits him real, real hard Hits so hard it makes him sick He was looking forward to his life, but here we are And he can't believe that this is it
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If I ever liked Novembers, well, I know it's over now Over now I am trying to be useful, but I can't remember how So down I'm feeling gravity's pull See no, hear no, speak no evil Love me, leave me alone Wanna wrap myself in lonely, wanna smother me in fog Used to be productive, now I only sit here writing sad Sad songs I'm feeling gravity's pull See no, hear no, speak no evil I want to be alone
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Gonzo was recorded and mastered by the broken-wristed artist in eighteen days with no help from anyone.

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released June 11, 2017

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Gonzo Chicago, Illinois

Gonzo is a parasitic monster who took over Amit Jacobs' body in 2009 and has been lying dormant in her appendix.

Amit Jacobs is a clumsy loudmouth with an abrasive personality.

None of this is real.

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